Long time later.... a CHANGE is taking place!

It's been almost two years since this "change" has been in the works.  I guess it's all in God's timing not mine!  After 2 job rejects, one of my doing, we've decided homeschool is my "change."  I have thought over and over that this is what i've always wanted to do.  And now, there are two of us who want to do this!  Me working was just settling and not what I REALLY want.  I have thought about homeschool even before any of the kids were school aged.  It is to me, a natural thing following giving up working and staying home.  I don't see the point of trekking them to school every morning, only to be sitting here alone, missing them terribly.  I know that sounds weird to people, that I feel alone without them, but I do.  My job is gone, they are at school.  I thought i'd find all kinds of stuff to do, hobbies, cleaning, going somewhere, but none of that interest me when I'm alone.  I hate being alone and am rather depressed being so.  I want to show someone what I'm doing... or better yet, teach my kids something.  The 3 R's of course, but other things too... bible, cooking, cleaning, responsibility, manners!  I am just so excited even thinking about this!  Field trips!  It just fits with me and always has... and now Clint too!  How long i've prayed and waited for this!